I feel nobody could ever 'get' how it feels like the way that I do. And I feel much more alone. So I keep things to myself rather than let others misunderstand. Quite frankly I do not know which is more depressing, so I choose the one with much lesser complications.
Everything can get so tangled up that I can't even describe how I'm really feeling. But I'm definitely sure He knows. He knows me better than I can ever know myself, I keep silently saying. And with that I rest my case.