I don't know. If anyone could put some sense to what I'm feeling then I'm sure I'd feel a whole lot better. It's distressing not knowing exactly. Been keeping me awake at night trying to figure out, that is, without considerable enough proof if I may refer to it as such, whether maybe..

Just maybe.. but then again maybe not. It's crazy/difficult how I can't read through you. But how I find it funny all at the same time, despite the fact that its killing me sometimes, is quite a bit ironic. Don't you agree?